Not Worth It by S.To

My heart is starting to feel heavy

As I’m losing sight to what is real.

I stare at the blank wall

Wondering what is next to heal.

I question if I am truly worth it,

Worth all the eggs in your basket.

Could I be your everything

Or just shadowed love in a casket?

I profess you to all who have eyes.

I boost about the days in your arms.

I gleam the joy you’ve given me to others.

I let it be known as loud as fire alarms.

You won’t shout it to the world

Nor express it in all possible domains.

Hold what you feel inside

And see if I stay the same.

Funny you share to everyone about everyone

Except about the one who tries the most.

I guess I shall go overlooked

And keep my words quiet as a ghost.