Potential

 My eyes wonder until I can tunnel vision to a destination. 

The focus is clear as morning fog near my lake house. 

Sometimes I wonder how I decide my fate, 

Not as easy as finding the prized cheese like a mouse.

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If only I can hear the heart beat

That makes mines skip twice,

Then I’d be a fool in love

Who would give all to sacrifice. 

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Many faces pass but not one is unique.

Life is short yet long enough to discover the thing.

I am not faded by question marks ahead.

I know I’ll find a prince to be my king.

The Makeup Smile

I think it is safe to say that time is taking its own toll to bring a new light to life. A few more bumps to the road have been added and each have a different purpose. It will never a straight path or a smooth ride. As the thoughts roll in my head, I can always see the silver lining no matter how much it is clouded or blurred.

To be serious or to not be serious has been a conflicting question to take into consideration. It leaves a confusion in my heart when I search for an answer that may not be the right one. Sometimes the resolution is overlook it and take the hit however it comes.

“Oblivion is bliss”: how true it really is. Floating in cloud nine kind of feeling. I can relate when I am in denial or in a lethargic attitude to deal with it. Through pain, bewilderment, doubt and disappointment, I shall still smile. We have one life to live and forgive.

My Sunshine

I tried to stay strong on this earth without you

But failed no matter how much I did muster.

Each day became harder than the last

Yet you saved me when the sun lost its luster.

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I prayed for you to grace me once more

Like light of day and dark of night.

I awaited for a dream to never come

To wake from this hidden fight.

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Regardless, I was damned.

Forever ended like it was yesterday.

You were still my only sunshine

I begged to not take away.

Time by S.To

It’s about that time

Where the sappy shit ain’t mine.

I don’t need to make sense

Because I laugh as self defense.

It’s about that time

To get myself back in line.

I need to check in

Before I drown in sin.

It’s about that time.

When it strikes nine,

Watch the world crumble

As my heart beat makes it rumble.

Replace the Sticks by S.To

I am the nicotine that blackens your lungs.

Inhale me once again my sweet addict.

Let me in to dance on your tongue

And tickle your throat before air constricts.

Chew me up and spit me out.

I am still in your blood veins.

Watch me ride the fast route

To overtake your heart and brain.

Can I be the nicotine in your daily life

Where my touch on your lips isn’t enough?

Divorce the lady stick and make me wife.

I will ease your pain no matter how tough.

Share your body with me.

Make us become one

And live together free

Before it’s all gone and done.

Universe of Love by S.To

You are the stars in my night sky.

Your aura glows bright as the moon.

I cannot help but be consumed.

You are the gravity I can’t defy.  

My heart revolves around you

And every atom that makes you whole.

I would fall into the unknown black hole

To save your soul from falling through.

Like all the galaxies in the universe,

You are all what it takes to completes me.

Forget the time, space, light or energy,

You are the missing element to disburse.

I only feel you.

I only see you.

Your love surrounds

Like no other around.  

Not Worth It by S.To

My heart is starting to feel heavy

As I’m losing sight to what is real.

I stare at the blank wall

Wondering what is next to heal.

I question if I am truly worth it,

Worth all the eggs in your basket.

Could I be your everything

Or just shadowed love in a casket?

I profess you to all who have eyes.

I boost about the days in your arms.

I gleam the joy you’ve given me to others.

I let it be known as loud as fire alarms.

You won’t shout it to the world

Nor express it in all possible domains.

Hold what you feel inside

And see if I stay the same.

Funny you share to everyone about everyone

Except about the one who tries the most.

I guess I shall go overlooked

And keep my words quiet as a ghost.

Uncertainties by S.To

Slowly falling apart

As if I didn’t know how to cope.

Feelings in a haze

When will they solidify to hope?

Doubts grow like a flower.

They bloom in my garden of trouble.

This pain feeds them plenty

Like the drops of my water bubbles.

You say one thing

But it takes little to regress.

Are you sure you mean it?

Is there anything you would like to confess?

Search This by S.To

Closer and make me

Feel hotter than fire.

Shorten my breath

And escalate my desire.

Faster and faster

You shove it all the way in.

Wetter and wetter,

You start slipping and sliding.

Grab all you can.

Pull all you want.

Deeper and deeper,

Your moves you flaunt.

Bite me.

Choke me.

Help me

Find that G.

Love in Time by S.To

Love does not recognize time.

It does not move forward or rewind.

It is in this moment we exist,

To feel alive as we kiss.

Some may say it is soon to tell.

But love knows that we fell.

I believe it is to be true.

When our eyes met,

I already knew.

Lust by S.To

A throb.

A palpitation.

A job.

A vibration.

Your lips

Plus mines.

Your hips

To my grind.

You have licked

And I become naughty.

Now I am an addict

For your body.

Feed this lust.

Take me whole.

For this is a must

To wake my soul.

A Feeling by S.To

You surprise me with a kiss

That leads to a sensation.

I lose myself with each breath

And thought without consideration.

There’s only one word you make me feel,

Only one emotion I can barely contain.

I have never been in rapture.

How do you drive me insane?

Your hands find my secret place.

Your touch makes me shake.

Crave is not the word.

I cannot describe this ache.

My Love by S.To

All I see is your eyes,

Your Chameleon eyes.

It changes to match the passion

That you try hard to disguise.

Unbelievably I am amazed

By your fire you keep within.

It ignites every inch of me

As your hands go for a spin.

Sooner than later I surrender to you.

You make me weak against my will.

No matter what I try to do,

No part of me can remain still.

Thoughts of you are endless.

You compel me to believe in love.

Could we be a match made in heaven,

The perfection everyone speaks of?

Insatiable I become for your attention.

Never have I thought to need somebody

To be the air I’ve gasped to breathe

Or be the touch I want to embody.

Next to you is where I belong.

It may have taken awhile but this is fate.

I won’t leave you here or anywhere.

You are my Love, my soul mate.